careless whisper

pada blog ini gw hanya ngmngin ttg gebetan gw yang sekrang blm tau kalo gw sayang atau ga yng jelas itu gw itu suka banget sama nih anak,anaknya baik,manis,cute,centil lagi(lucu),bawel, hemm apa yah pkknya 95% asik dah
heeem sepertinya hidup gw ini adalah cwe cwe cwe dan cweeeee terus,cwe gini cwe gitu aduuh kapan gw bisa bahgia dia pacar gw??? mantan gw si dilla aja gabisa buat gw bahagia,reta?? apa lgi itu, mantan terakhir gw (2449) aja ga bisa buat gw senang lagi, gw udah males hidup, males benaran pngnnya gw mati aja sekrang, tapi gw kalo udah mati, gw ga bisa liat senyumnya sih 2449, si chichi ahhhh pkknya itu doang yng bikin gw bertahan hidup, nykp pun aja ga terlalu nyemangatin jadi yah stupid ass life banget dah
the things i fucking hate about today is that, i was on the phone with her, she said aren't you gonna get a broken heart if your crush rejects you?? i said nah its cool i mean its normal, then she said are you going to stay away from her? i said nah thats not my plan, she said for real? okay we'll see, well in the meaning of that, that tells me that she knows that i like her? ARGH!!! FUCKING SHITTY DAY!!!!! god why can't people protect secrets men that fucked up FUCK,BITCH I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE why can't you keep my fucking secret!!!
well im sorry blog if im getting all pissed up like this, im just very mad today, and know I'm thinking twice do i really wanna get a broken heart "AGIAN"? ah men when will i have a happy life?? is life always like this? men this sucks like fucking shit, excuse me for the curse words, im really fucking piss right now, so angry and everything but at no one, udah masalah dufan kayaknya di parcelia ga mau ikut ah rese dah katanya males ada tmn2 gw aduuh yaudh gw ga ajak mereka asal lo ikut fucked up banget sih nih hidup gw, pasti ada aja yang membuat gw kesel setiap hari!!!! besok sekolah gw senang banget semoga teman2 gw bisa hibur gw, tapi yaaa ga bisa senang-senang banget pasti ada aja yang membuat gw sedih lagi, ah fuck,
hari ini juga pun gw hanya main psp,ps2, ntn tv,chat, blah blah blah everyday same shit kapan berubah hidup gw? kapan gw bisa senang2an barng pacar?? kapan best friend gw juga senang2an bareng pacar??? kenapa aji terus yang senang2an, kayaknya kita bertiga *adam,aji,fachri* ga bisa sekaligus happy gitu giliran fachri aji punya pacar gw ga, giliran gw sama aji punya pacar fachri ga, nah sekrang hanya aji doang yng punya pacar, langgeng lagi tai dah, tuh bocah pake magic apa coba??
well im not saying that I've fallen in love with you chichi but hopefully I can fall in love with you and you will love me back too, AMIN
well tomorrow i got school so ima sleep right now goodnight bloggy and goodnight world