this story is probably about her, well it always is,
hmmm gw sekrang sangat bingung, gw masih sayang sama dia,tapi gw udah punya gebetan mmm gw gatau kenapa masih sayang sama dia,dia udah nyakitin gw, hancurkan gw, semuanya lah, dan juga dia udah membuat gw senang, membuat gw jadi bandel( ehem bagus ga tuh) laah mungkin gw masih gila kali yah
my new crush is formly called "chichi" well mmm i can't say much about her, but she's sweet, cute, and weird, Hopefully she'll accept me and hopefully she can always put a smile on my face, I can't say I love her, I Like her a lot but I just can't go to love right now, cause we're not going out yet she is not my girlfriend(yet).
well my life is getting worst and worst every fucking second, my ipod screen broke, so I ain't got nothing to listen to, my phone is shitty, my life is fucked up right now, my love life is broken, what can possible go wrong??
you know how they say that love is as deep as the ocean? well I think love is painful and cruel, I see lots of my friends happy and shit with there girlfriends and I wonder sometimes, when will I be like them???
you do know that I love you "s" I just can't get you out of my heart, but chichi I like you too, confused which one to love? well I guess chichi cause I know "s" won't love me back, not in a million years aww men this love life shit sucks big balls big nasty balls,
well hopefully when I'm going to that place I can get chichi's heart so that we can be happy, she has a problem too that why I wanna help her, cause she can't get her crush out of her mind, and I can't either, so we're in the same road you know what I'm saying,
ehem kok gw bisa yah sayang sama lo "S" padahal lo nyakitin gw,segala aduuh mikiriinya gw jadi muak,tapi gw ga peduli gw masih sayang sama lo dan hopefully lo bisa sayang sama gw suatu hari nanti berdua kita akan jadian ehem mimpi bae dah gw, yaaah mungkin lo ga suka gw sekrang dan nanti tapi yah mungkin gw juga harus move on, heem-_____-"
well this posting is about me trying to forget the past and keep on moving forward cause thats
thats what I have to do when I'm in love with you, your just to impossible to get when I'm as ugly as this, FUCK why am I so ugly? so Fat AH SHIT!!!!
hopefully chichi bisa nerima gw apa adanya dan semoga gw bisa 100% ilang sayang sama si "S" mungkin kata reyhan benar kali yah ini benar2 true love sama si "S" kenangan segala gw jadi inget2 lagi ah shit tapi gpp lah yang penting gw bisa liat dia senyum dengan bahagia dari pada gw usahain aja bilang2 gw sayang sama dia sgla paling dia muak sama gw yaudah dah gw terima, well this is the last posting about her, and with all my heart I just wanna say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Parcelia,
